My work reflects on the designed world and its influence on our psychological, corporeal and material sensibilities. Using video, sculpture and zero-waste textile processes, I investigate intersections of power, performance and sustainability through the lens of commodified private space. Centering the home and the body—our most intimate sites of consumption—my practice begins with collecting and considering the artifacts and residues of my own material usage. Unassuming forms like food scraps and would-be-discarded objects are reconfigured as DIY green screens, props and garments that I use to explore speculative modes of resistance to capitalist pressures. Slowness and inefficiency challenge the environmentally and emotionally destructive mindset of hyper-productivity; while acts of misdirection allow for testing and organizing without detection. Who would suspect oatmeal cookie dough, throw pillows and ephemeral natural pigments of any potential for disruption? Distorted domestic scenes expose the familiar, strange and uncomfortable realities of our entanglements in these structures—systems we rely on and partake in despite ethical and ideological differences—while humor becomes a means of acknowledging and coping with these oppressive situations. These subtly bizarre scenarios offer possibilities to reclaim agency, while also acting as a mirror to examine our relationships to material and its potential for harm.
Where does the seemingly benign become dangerous?
Is autonomy an option when even the homemade can be traced back to the store-bought?
Who is directing?
Aren’t we all holding up our own sets?
I believe that creative output can and should be environmentally responsible, without the necessity of being about environmental responsibility. Sustainable efforts and practices must not be a gimmick. They must be habits integrated into every component of our lives, which means that they sometimes go unacknowledged.
However, I’d like to make note of some of my efforts to lessen my environmental impact because they are, in fact, conceptually relevant to my work—disrupting and working around traditional modes of material acquisition and value attribution. The materials that I use to create costumes, props and sculptural objects are largely second-use. I source used textiles from domestic space—often my own. Bed sheets and dishtowels become garments and sleeves that never quite transcend their origin. I store and use my food scraps, or forage for local plant matter, to dye fabrics for use in my studio; and have developed processes to limit the waste of any food that I use in my work (usually bringing it back into my home and eating it myself). Similarly, ready-made objects and waste materials often come into my studio by way of my living space. Thrift stores and re-use centers are also sources of both material and inspiration. Some of these strategies are more effective than others, and navigating the complexities of material use is what I find most interesting. Ultimately, I aim to connect the processes of my daily life with those of my studio practice, in order to activate my own circular system of material consumption.